life lessons

Isn't it so confusing when you think you're teetering on the edge of a precipice of a major life change, and you're anticipating all of the massive shiny new-ness, and the teensy subtle nuances of your chosen path, when suddenly a simple door closes and the change in your life is changing. So change is change and no change is an even bigger change. When does it get easier?
(in other news I did get some super fabulous news today so I suppose my little cloud had a shiny lining...)